If i had sister or brother

Its already november which one my birthday month. I was born on 30 november and my mom named me Novi. I'm always saying like if i born one day later then my name would be Desi.

I remember last year my friend asked me what thing i want given. I was like 'adek' and my friend was telling me how crazy am I. (Yeah i was).

At the time I was really into evelyndouma (you can stalk her ig @evelyndouma. She's really cute) So, i asked my self how if i had a sister or brother? Actually my mom had miscarriage when i was 4 years old and the story behind it kinda terrible and i m not gonna write it. If he/she had survived, he/she just turned 17 years old this year.

So, I'm just thinking if i had a sister or brother what it would looks like? Were I a good sister? And absolutely YES. I'm so excited just thinking about it.

Well, If i had little sister, i wish she would looks like
-smart and braver
-not a beautiful girl but the cutest
-had a big eyes
-we share a same hobby like reading novels, writing plus i hope she's good at drawing and taking good picture
-annoying but you'll missing her all the time
-shorter than you
-had a chubby cheeks like me
-not so girly
-a neat tidy person cause me and my sister are messy + dirty
-she's sleeping with lights off
-not wearing glasses
-she prefer sneakers than high heel
-an infp like me
-we had same taste of music
-she loves my jokes
-i can cuddle and hugging her all the time

How about i had a litlle brother? Well it i thought it would be fun too. I wish i could do
-teach him how to chasing and treating a girl
-he will be my driver
-he's taller and stronger than me
-humorist boy
-we mock each other everytime
-he's a sweet brother and can express what he's feel like
-i wish we had same hobby too. At least, he would love comic or anime
-i wish he's good at singing

Well maybe thats it but if I could choose i prefer sister than brother cause sister are the best. Unfortunately I could not have them both. lol Its just my wildest imagination.