I'm trying to stop using sns for a while

I realize that I’m using sns for the rest of my day

Its being so fun but tiring

I started compare my life with other person

I started judge people from feed that I saw

I became so confused and clueless

I feel like I lose my character

I got negative things so easily.

Now, I’m trying fix everything

Doing things that I should done before

Focus about what I want to do right now

Flat

I dont know why i being so flat in this beautiful day
I should be happy cause i climb so hard to be here
But its not that I expected
Its was shame that i knew it so late.
I’m always thinking this is not me.
This is not that thing that i want

Quotes said  “There is no time to be give up”
But i dont know how to be fixed
Cant I fix the things? And how?